a brand new feather.. a brand new book...

simple acts and gestures does go a long way... only if you take a chance in life.

he captured my attention when he walked me to my car one drizzly evening. it was one of the sweetest thing anyone has ever done to me... i felt loved, cared for.

I know things are moving very fast this time. But it's going the right way. There were unexpected moments, so special so.... wonderful. And there were unexpected tears, tears of knowing what might come.

I remember the 1st time he held my hand. We were at the movies. He just took my hand and I let him. He felt warm. Something I've not felt in a while. It was when he put his arms around me that I melted.

We spent almost everyday together after that. Just enjoying each other's company. Hanging out, talking about all kinda things. It was good. Fresh.

One day we went up a tower. It was nice and breezy. He held me tight and tried to steal a kiss but I pushed him away. I told him I was not ready, not at that very place. I could see the shock and guilt in his eyes, his very brown eyes. We didn't talk much on our way back to the car.

I love wrapping my arms around him and smelling his deo. Smelt sweet but manly. Like him. Tall, sweet and .... HIM. His cheesyness is just Retro. Such chivalry. Which I was missing in my life before.

Too much lovey dove stuff has been written so I must stop here, for now. This particular post has been in my draft since Feb 2013. We've been together ever since. From hometown and in a land far from home. Going strong I hope. So far so good. We are still adapting and learning. Step by step getting used to living together. Learning something new about each other all the time. Sometimes, unexpected things. Which is good.

I am thankful and blessed. I know I said the same about my exs, but he is different. Perhaps, I will finally get to walk down the aisle. Hear the wedding bells celebrating our union. Its a dream I hope will come true but its too soon to say. Well, one can dream, can't I?

Signing off, it feels good to be able to write and blog again.

Nanite~