a brand new feather.. a brand new book...

simple acts and gestures does go a long way... only if you take a chance in life.

he captured my attention when he walked me to my car one drizzly evening. it was one of the sweetest thing anyone has ever done to me... i felt loved, cared for.

I know things are moving very fast this time. But it's going the right way. There were unexpected moments, so special so.... wonderful. And there were unexpected tears, tears of knowing what might come.

I remember the 1st time he held my hand. We were at the movies. He just took my hand and I let him. He felt warm. Something I've not felt in a while. It was when he put his arms around me that I melted.

We spent almost everyday together after that. Just enjoying each other's company. Hanging out, talking about all kinda things. It was good. Fresh.

One day we went up a tower. It was nice and breezy. He held me tight and tried to steal a kiss but I pushed him away. I told him I was not ready, not at that very place. I could see the shock and guilt in his eyes, his very brown eyes. We didn't talk much on our way back to the car.

I love wrapping my arms around him and smelling his deo. Smelt sweet but manly. Like him. Tall, sweet and .... HIM. His cheesyness is just Retro. Such chivalry. Which I was missing in my life before.

Too much lovey dove stuff has been written so I must stop here, for now. This particular post has been in my draft since Feb 2013. We've been together ever since. From hometown and in a land far from home. Going strong I hope. So far so good. We are still adapting and learning. Step by step getting used to living together. Learning something new about each other all the time. Sometimes, unexpected things. Which is good.

I am thankful and blessed. I know I said the same about my exs, but he is different. Perhaps, I will finally get to walk down the aisle. Hear the wedding bells celebrating our union. Its a dream I hope will come true but its too soon to say. Well, one can dream, can't I?

Signing off, it feels good to be able to write and blog again.

Nanite~

How Time Flies

It has been so long since my last post. More than a year perhaps, I didn't check.

Updates:
Started a new life book. Miles away from home with Hachi. We've been together for more than a year now and things seems to be going great so far. Every step taken now is of a different angle and with wiser heart. hahaha... I hope.

It's been what, more than 2 years since I lost my dragonfly, the ink to my feather. No more black veil but I can't deny that I do miss time spent. I do think of him quite often especially when something reminded me of him. I know he's watching over me like he always does. ;)

I've got to be more strict about my life this time. No more huha-ing around. More serious. I'm not getting any younger although my heart refuses to grow old. A few goals I would like to achieve and do as of 2014. Among which are:
+ travel within and outside the country
+ complete my tertiary education and pursue the next level
+ build my side income generating business
+ get a new car (perhaps)
+ get a house
+ settle down in the near future? ::This needs alot of thinking on both ends, if the other end acknowledges my existence:: (irony, about two years ago, people would have thought that I'd be settling down with him-who-shall-not-be-named. But lust got the better of him and I'm kinda glad. Spark was going awry and everything was going downhill like an avalanche)

So many goals that I can't mention yet. It's a long list. Perhaps in my next post (God knows when I'll be doing that).

As for now, I can say, I am thankful to God that I am with Hachi. He is a breath of fresh air. A more gentleman and a more MAN than anyone else ever were. He would stay up and attend to me when I'm down with the flu and fever. He'd even walk far to buy the take-outs that I yearn. Despite his blurriness and immaturity, he is, by far, the most caring of all.

To sign off, I think this post is just the beginning of more post.