I was thinking to myself earlier today, it has been awhile that I've blogged. Needless to say, I might procrastinate and disappear again from the blogging world.
The day today started quite early to my surprise. I manages to get hold of good breakfast from McDonalds. Haven't had the privilege of eating fast food for breakfast in such a long time.
Stupidity struck me today. I should have realised before I clicked the SEND button. I already felt uneasy as I was looking for the mail. My tummy was right, there was something wrong. STUPIDITY... definitely at it's finest today. Never seen or heard the Big Gun so angry. I bet if the Big Gun was here, the whole building could there that top of the lung yelling. It was my fault afterall. Being stupidly reckless.
I guess my mind has not been in it's place or behaving like it's supposed to.
Then again, the Big Gun was being quite emotional and always pissed at something lately. Rear ends on fire I guess. No reason to be dramatic. It affects one's mental state you see. But oh well...
It is never good to start the day with negativity. But since I was experiencing stupidity, it can never get any better.
9gag helped taking my mind off things awhile. But again, the whole scene in the morning came flashing back.
The thought of jumping out the window did pop up. But it is just not worth it with the LEMONS I receive monthly.
Food for thought: Why can't people just smile first and breath in and out before lunging at someone. Keeping calm keeps the mind at ease and maintain rationale.
