2007 i was 20. still very d stupid. hahahaha… lets see what happened in that year.
1st, i had a bf named Azaha. met him at ngui kee. colleagues. kinda a contract thing. i told him i was not interested. but he persuaded that it was juz for fun. we had a one month thingy. juz hugs n holding hands. not always anyways. hahaha.. altho we meet almost everyday at work, nothing really special. he was a player too so.. funny memory.
then i left fot twintech. while in twintech, i became closer to RM. not ringgit malaysia. RM was from another uni in selangor. we used to chat etc. one day we juz met up and hooked up. i guess i had a crush on him coz he was very sweet. biasalah, perempuan tok pantang dilayan bait. it was kinda slow. but we lasted for about.. 5 months? i think. we broke up coz he didnt want people to know that i was his gf and he left me alone with no directions. literally.
came back to kuching, i met Lobster. a guy who has been taunting me with sms ever since i was in klang. he was enggaged, on the edge of breaking up. i was juz a fren. after he ended his enggagement, he decided to woo me. chewah! ya, we went out, romantic couple. but it didnt last coz his ex fiancee kaco. then soon they got married. perampas betul. i pity him. living in misery.
then i met SJ late october. he was a student to from poli kk. bidayuh mix iban. or vice versa. haha.. sowie. he bought me a ring. tat fits perfectly into my finger. so sweet. 1st guy to give me a ring. hehe.. i really loved him n had dreams about future. but i guess i push him too hard that everything fell apart. we broke up about less than a year later. sayang benar eh. i regretted my stupidity but wat to do. time to move on. if we didnt break up, i would not have met my Panda.
2008 21 yrs old.
a guy keeps chasing me. even when i told him i had a bf(which was so not true). then this guy named RAY confessed that he had feelings for me. so cute. we hooked up 5th oct 08. 1st time we went out for a date bah. it was an almost perfect relationship til the incident with his parents. i’m still holding on. we made promisses. n i wish to hold on to my words. i juz hope he hold on to his. such a gentleman this panda of mine. he even bought a container of ice cream to share with me while watching tv at his house. sanggup. dah la vanilla gik ya. maka he likes choc flavor. LoL. he’s very sweet. he bought chocs (farrero rocher) for me for xmas. la.. i dont take those. hehe.. my fav are cadbury dream. all white choc. he didnt knoe tat. don wanna tell him. haha. i truly miss his hugs. his bear hugs. n his sweet smile n jelingan mun nya manas. so kiut. hm.. owh well.. God know’s what HE’s doing. hehe.. i’m juz keeping my hopes n faith alive.
that’s about it of 2007 and 2008. anyone i didnt mention? ahahahah.. my bad then. closing that book now. starting a new one.
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